Wake on up from your slumber, open up your eyes.
We don’t realize how blind we are until we finally see.
The reality of Jesus, it’s real. And to many who read that, it will be just words. But to those who have seen, it’s everything. I could say the most profound thing you will have ever heard, but if you aren’t seeking the spirit, listening with the ears of your spirit, you will never hear. YOU HAVE A SPIRIT.
Go to the store and buy the book Divine Romance by Gene Edwards. Your entire perspective on what God has done for you will completely change. The love He has for you, it’s literally indescribable. Tap in to your spirit, seek His face, accept His love.
(Source: iaskgod)
These Children of God here at Legacy are my family. It’s week one and I’ve created bonds that will last all of this lifetime. If you have the opportunity to come to Legacy, DO IT. I went to a Christian school my whole life, and one week here has taught me more about the love of God and his Spirit then SCA ever did, then church ever did, then youth group and mission trips ever did. It’s expensive but GOD WILL PROVIDE. Given you may have to fundraise but the way the Spirit moves here, is breath taking. Inexplicable. It’s week one and I could write a novel on what, not the leaders here have taught me, but what my True Love, my Father, my Savior, my Lover, my All has taught me. I truly am changing from the inside out. Everything good in me is Him.
It’s Saturday and I can write again. Jesus. He is reality. His Spirit is one with mine. I am made alive by Him. It’s not about me, it’s never been about me. The very first day I was here God taught me that I am nothing. I am nothing. I need to be nothing so that I can be everything through Him. He loves humanity so much that He created us to love us. Before the earth, before the Heavens, there was just God. Nothing else, no space or land, or anything tangible, it was His Spirit, just him. Do you know why He created man? Because he was alone. Love was alone. God is Love and Love was alone. Imagine being Love and not having anything to love or have anything to return that love. So He created us. He created Adam. And Adam loved his creator but they were not the same. He saw all the animals of the earth have a kind of their kind and a kind they could be apart of. But Adam had no one like him. So he asked God if He could create someone that he could love. But God had finished creating. So he put Adam to sleep and started to build from his creation. And there was Eve. The most beautiful of anything God had made. Surpassingly beautiful. Adam loved Eve with all the love he had. God saw this and retreated to where He was just God, no time or space. Just Him. And he saw that it was good, but it brought Him back to His loneliness. But He knew that one day He would have someone He could pour all His love into knowing it would be received, cherished, returned. We are His bride. The Bride of Christ, who is one with God. Sulk in his Spirit. Pray for revelation. Receive Him, all there is to receive. Do not turn to your mind, because your mind will fail you. It is apart of your soul which unless has been filled with Life is sinking with death. Knowledge will get you no where. Resting in His love is all you can do, and it is good.
I don’t have much time but to let myself and everyone else be assured, God is my true love and my life is being rocked here at Legacy. More to come on Saturday when I get my computer back!
I hate it when people get drunk. I just can’t stand it! Drink to be merry not to be drunk, not to slur your words and fall over. Don’t drink to numb the pain, numb your existence. What good comes out of getting wasted? A forgotten night of you making a fool of yourself and doing things that you would never do sober? It’s ridiculous. I just sit back and watch my friends think they’re so cool cause they drink. I would never judge them, I’m no better then them, but it’s time I start to call them out. They’re all such beautiful people with so much to show the world. All they see though is what the world is showing them.
Now that my rant is done, tonight was my cousins wedding and it was incredible. I got emotional for the first time in a long time and tears finally started to come but I had to push them away so that Ally could have the most magical night of her life. The biggest thing I learned from it though is that I need a Godly man. I’ve always known that, but tonight I realized to what extent my future husband has to love God in order for me to love him. I want my wedding to not just be about me marrying the man of my dreams, I want it to be about becoming one with him in Christ. I want my wedding to be for God, a beautiful display of His love between a man and a woman. I don’t want my wedding to just be about our love though, I want it to be the testimony of my live and my husband lives and how they intertwined and come together to glorify my God!
