December 2008
20 posts
Broken
I want to be broken. I want my heart to be ripped open and left to bleed. I want to have no one to turn to. No one, but God. I want for everyone to see that I’m broken. I don’t want them to feel sorry for me. I want my life to change for the better.
I need to be broken.
My life is perfect. Not everything, but mostly. The only part thats flawed is going back and forth between my...
Snap
I have good friends.
I always knew I had amazing girl friends…
Who knew I would have a few rare amazing boy friends?
Max
Scotty
Parker
Austin.
thanks, for everything
Vulnerable
Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside share with me the secrets that you kept in because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside and your slowly shaking finger tips show that your scared like me so let’s pretend we’re alone and I know you may be scared and I know were unprepared but I don’t care tell...
I love it when people write something that only...
It’s so beautiful and unique and separate.
je t’ aime. Je vous aimerai tourjours. la jordanie.
Im sorry.
Im happy.
Im sad.
Im angry.
Im young.
Im trapped.
Im free.
Im not ready.
Im not going to listen.
I do not know what I am going to do. But thats what makes it beautiful. Thats what makes it me. Thats what makes a life worth living. Every emotion you feel, every mistake...
“The sun’ll come out tomorrow. Push away the cobwebs and the sorrow. I just...”
– Annie
12:14
I’m outside in the dead of night, freezing myself to death. It’s an amazing feeling. I feel free. Today was absolutely beautiful. Everything about it. Even the events, which weren’t exactly good. I learned things. I felt things. The only bad thing about today is that I realized something I wish I hadn’t. And I feel absolutely terrible. My heart is aching. Not because I...
“Nothing’s gonna change my world.”
– My heros
I forgot
But now I remember, Im back. I will be because I have to. And I can because I want you. So Im ready to, well kick some ass.
My Wish
I made a playlist
of songs
because…
We must make the choice.
Torn
I wish I didn’t have to be blunt
happy
A Merry Little Christmas
That’s what I need. A humbling experience. Relax. Breathe. Enjoy.
R.A.
Eb ot tnem sti.
Why. Love. Hey Stephen. Flightless Bird.
For you I could be anyone, anything.
Since that day.
Vulnerable.
Silence.
Words only we can here or know.
Im sorry. I just don’t know. You don’t know.
We will. We must. We can.
I don’t care. Keith. One in a million.
Cars.
First and last. One and only. Forever.
My heart. Beats.
Breath. Touch. Scent. Voice....
Jake.
I am always giving him a hard time about everything. I think it’s the most fun a person can have to embarrass him. But now I just want to tell him how much he means to me. Since I’m not good at expressing this kind of emotion I’ll make it short and sweet.
Im sorry. Thank you.
People
take you by surprise.
don’t ever underestimate a person
don’t judge a person
because most likey
your wrong.
He does
I don’t.
I’m not ready. I don’t want to. It’s not right.
It’s important to me.
Starry Nights
Have you ever felt the need to be taken away? To be transported from this world to a place where everything is beautiful and separate from anything else. In our world the vision of such things has been dwindled by the essence of a fraudulent hope. A hope for the delicacy of a dream that few have dreamed. We are vulnerable to what we want, but for one boy all he wanted was in his grasp. All he had...
Spill.
She had one in a million. She kept a picture of what would of been their one year. She still loves him. I don’t know her but she is already the coolest person I have ever known. She is exactly like me, just better at explaining herself.
Everyone wants that. I want it. I have it in the heat of the moment, and then it’s gone. There is a song that says I want a love that will last....