January 2010
7 posts
Feel the beat now
It’s not the pain that makes you stronger… I sometimes think I lust after pain. Not necessarily physical pain, but emotional pain. Its the only way I can know I can still feel, besides the joy that overflows my heart. The thing about me is that I can be truly joyful while I am bursting with anger. Both of these emotions are so strong in me that I have become this twisted person. I just...
Open minded
People are so beautiful. It puts a smile on my face. The things they do and they way they are. Their unique qualities and different attributes. Eyes, hair, complections, hands, everything and everyone posseses that beauty that only human beings created by the precious hand of God will ever be able to abtain. There is both beauty and wickedness in this world, I can honestly say I love looking for...
Take a look
Most people like to get away for a while, just be alone. I really like being alone. Thinking, planning, really taking the opportunity to venture into the deeper parts of the soul. Humans are capable of so much more then we think. I think that when man fall into the temptation of satan our ability became limited to almost nothing. We think that we are great and powerful and masters of the universe....
Darling
Each time it gets better. Just be strong, I need someone. I’m ready.
This is for you,
You know people don’t take me seriously, I’m this happy, carefree, invincible person, right? When I try to get my point across its shot to hell because well, I’m just there to lighten the mood.
I don’t think we should, darling. There will be days where I will feel as if this is a mistake. I may be dateless to prom, I may never be kissed in high school, I will miss holding...
To the world,
Hope is so crutial. Its like having that push to get you were you need to go, or having a bit of joy in that moment where it seems as if the light has gone out. It’s so remarkable to me that people push that truth away, everything else they put in its place only lets them down. Why would you want to have to stress and worry over your life when the One who made you and loves you, has it all...
Sad, Happy, and True
I’m starting to get over you and your beautiful ways. I don’t have butterflys around you anymore. I still believe, but I’m over those seven years of my life.