January 2011
41 posts
I'm mad.
I’m not the one for playing by the rules in the world of dating! I don’t give a crap who texts who, who calls who, who makes the “first move”, it’s all ridiculous. I’m not going to make myself different then who I am or act like I’m not interested if I am. If I feel like talking, I will freaking talk. If I feel like spending a million dollars on the kid,...
First slow dance ever.
Eighth grade.
Jordan...
To do the right thing.
The world is blind to “the right thing.”
Hundreds of different foundations all fighting to prove that the right thing resides in their teachings.
No longer can you dream of uniting, the world is immune to it. Their hearts are, how to you say it, forever hardened.
What to do?
Give up.
Never.
Change your fight, fix your battle plan, devise new plans of...
I miss the world I saw when I was a child. Thats why I do the things I do, say the things I say, and think the thought I think, because I refuse to lose that sense of wonder, that feeling of safety, that pathway to adventure. I will forever be an explorer, my quest may change but it will never come to an end. I have learned to follow my map, which is the keeper of my soul. To see life as an...
Confidence that shows through only when it needs...
There is not a person in this world that I hate. The words may come out of my mouth, but I don’t think hatred exists in me. The ability to hate, yes, but hate itself, no.
I hope people know that I don’t hide things. I don’t put on a show. There are no fake smiles over here. I have a past and I’m more then willing to share it but, sometimes I think I’m incapable of...
Around age 10 I realized that there was something wrong with my brain. Somehow it had jumped onto this ride that spins round and round.
It has gotten off yet.
“People say I make strange choices, but they’re not strange for me. My...”
– JD
“If there’s any message to my work, it is ultimately that it’s OK to be...”
– JD
I hate grinding.
I had a good time last night. I have more fun doing my own thing, except I feel like it looks like I want attention. Truth is everything I did in front of people last night, I do in my room or my car or a secluded area where no one can see me. I love to dance, I obviously look like a girl on ecstasy but at least I can have that much fun without drugs or alcohol.
In the hot tub last night I tried...
I hate the fact that when you meet someone you like the world wants you to play “games.” I refuse to partake in this.
I am so content, so happy in who I am. I have confidence and the only reason I do is because I except my flaws, they are quite disturbing but, they have taught me the lessons that I need to learn. I like being the one that is along for the ride, I’m glad I’m not the center of attention, not because I’m shy or scared but because it’s so much more enjoyable seeing other...
Offer this heart oh God, completely to you.
That is my problem, I’m still holding on to part of it.
But I can feel Him reaching out to me and pulling me in. He is opening my eyes to the world. I have been blind for so long, and it’s not because I have set Him aside, it’s because until now my time to see hasn’t arrived. I have so much to learn and so many self conclusions...
Thank Jesus for sports.
Can I just point out exactly how much food I eat in a day? Maybe then people will understand how I’m a hefty person!
Morning:
Ceral
Fruit
Bagel
Bacon
Morning snack:
Poptart
Some sugary drink
Cheeze its
Lunch:
2 pieces of pizza
Chocolate milk
Cookie
Snack:
Noodles
Toast
Chocolate
Dinner:
Chicken
Salad
Cheesy bread
Dessert:
Ice Cream with tons of toppings
This is just...
ashleyhhancock asked: your pretty cool sis. just fyi<3
So Cool
I just had an epiphany. Why do people think believing in God and Jesus is uncool? It’s such an awesome story! Think about it, Once upon no time there was God. He was great and mighty and just. He didn’t start to exist at a certain point, he just was. One day He decided to create a “world” and “human beings” to live in it. He started with creating this beautiful...
He is getting on my last nerve.
I am trying to handle this situation the way it should be handled. I don’t know what to do. Basically Jake has been telling people all these false statements about how physically far we went. Let me put an end to this by saying, we “kissed” if you can even call it that, once. I know, a bit prude but, that’s just how our relationship was, and it was great. Even he admits...
Today at lunch I went into Mr. Clarks room to apologize to him if it seems like I’ve been disrespectful. I cried. He did and impeccable job at letting me know that I have nothing to be sorry for and that I am loved. He is one of those people you tell people about. That kind of person that left a mark in your life and really truly helped you become the person your supposed to be. Thank you...
Ladies and Gentlemen can I have your attention...
I think Haley Hancock is going on her first date this Friday.
Can I get a hallelujah?!
I really like this guy.
He drives a yellow truck.
Can I get an oh snap?!
Haha alright I’m done.
A gentle spirit.
I can have a gentle spirit and a wild soul. My nature can be soft and kind, and my actions can change the world. I’ve always wanted a deliciously to who I am, whether it be my eyes, lips, voice, touch, just something that is so romantically weakening.
Thats all I have right now.
Missions are coming up, I am so excited! I love the sophomores and I get to spend a whole week with them getting to know them on a deeper level! I just need prayer for wisdom and patience. This is the most excited I have ever been for a missions trip. I’m going out with a bang senior year! God use me for your purpose and help me to put selfish ambitions aside.
My definition of Insanity: A wild fire in your eye, not knowing what way to go so you create your own, something twisted, a wicked grin, fearless, doing things that people just don’t.
Insanities definition: Believing the lie to be the truth.
I’ve believed the lie to be true countless times. But the truth stands firm. I’ve wrote about it before, how the truth is. Last year was...
A couple days ago I was reading my homework for my World View class. I can’t remember what exactly the topic was, all I know is that it triggered a thought in my mind. The Devil has done an impeccable job in keeping us from living. We were not made for daily routines and meaningless duties. Everyday we wake up and go through the motions of what this worlds requires for survival. Whether it...
I was just reading The Bible Code III. The author of the book and one of the researchers of the Bible Code claims he is secular, non religious. I mean he has discovered one of the most profound discoveries thats only explanation is God, and yet he still believes that the code itself is the miracle. This book reveals some scary, devastating, horrific things and at first my thought was to run, get...
I used my words, I expressed my thoughts, and what do you know, it got me to where I wanted to be. I still feel sick, I can’t believe what happened, my heart just sinks when I picture it, my dreams keep me awake at night because it goes through every little detail of what happened. I smacked myself in the face, hopefully it teaches me a lesson.
I feel sick. I can’t believe I did that. Now what.
There is so much anger in my body that I can barely breath without tears filling my eyes. My strength is exploding. Rage is taking over. I’m turning into something I was never meant to be. Holding on to all my expectations will be worth it I’m praying, because it’s causing my body to cringe. My sin nature is eating away at my spirit. My God, save me.
Anonymous asked: Hi
I used to judge girls on the spot, without getting to know them. I’m starting to look at them as a person not as just another human being.
I’m too harsh to people. I need a more compassionate heart. I have the ability to understand, relate, and put myself in different situations, now I just need the heart to sympathize with them.
Finally figured out this whole question thing on here, so people can write me stuff now. I feel a bit ridiculous having this thing for four years and finally realizing this!
I’m picking astronomy back up. It brings out the divinity in my life. It makes me want to touch God’s face, look in His eyes and never turn away. It mixes wonder with adventure and brings me to my feet with my mind so lost only Jesus can find it. After all, He created it, everything that is.
This would be the words spinning in my mind and...
I get it. I mean I understand. I don’t drink, I’m not promiscuous, I can’t speak well, and I’m extraordinary at being awkward. At least I don’t go straight to a person’s flaws and let that be my impression of them. How can you find the truly genuine, beautiful, insane people if you don’t allow yourself to understand their flaws? Maybe I allow myself too...
When you are overwhelmed, look at someone else’s story. It doesn’t have to be worse then yours, it doesn’t have to have more meaning then yours, just let it shift your focus. Then when you are out of your chaos and into another’s, turn around and fix your problem.
You have officially been, played.
“I met someone that made me speechless.”