It’s Saturday and I can write again. Jesus. He is reality. His Spirit is one with mine. I am made alive by Him. It’s not about me, it’s never been about me. The very first day I was here God taught me that I am nothing. I am nothing. I need to be nothing so that I can be everything through Him. He loves humanity so much that He created us to love us. Before the earth, before the Heavens, there was just God. Nothing else, no space or land, or anything tangible, it was His Spirit, just him. Do you know why He created man? Because he was alone. Love was alone. God is Love and Love was alone. Imagine being Love and not having anything to love or have anything to return that love. So He created us. He created Adam. And Adam loved his creator but they were not the same. He saw all the animals of the earth have a kind of their kind and a kind they could be apart of. But Adam had no one like him. So he asked God if He could create someone that he could love. But God had finished creating. So he put Adam to sleep and started to build from his creation. And there was Eve. The most beautiful of anything God had made. Surpassingly beautiful. Adam loved Eve with all the love he had. God saw this and retreated to where He was just God, no time or space. Just Him. And he saw that it was good, but it brought Him back to His loneliness. But He knew that one day He would have someone He could pour all His love into knowing it would be received, cherished, returned. We are His bride. The Bride of Christ, who is one with God. Sulk in his Spirit. Pray for revelation. Receive Him, all there is to receive. Do not turn to your mind, because your mind will fail you. It is apart of your soul which unless has been filled with Life is sinking with death. Knowledge will get you no where. Resting in His love is all you can do, and it is good.